Monday, 29 August 2011

  • another drunken rant

    so MT is in love with me. or whatever.

    and i like sarah still
    i don't know what i want!
    stupid problems that really aren't real problems

    hmmmmmmmmmmmm

    drinking is fun :3

    lolololol
    okay bye.

    I WANT TO BE THIN AGAIN booooooooo but i won't purge i swear i won't!

Friday, 26 August 2011

  • Fidelity

    I never loved nobody fully
    Always one foot on the ground
    And by protecting my heart truly
    I got lost in the sounds
    I hear in my mind
    All these voices
    I hear in my mind all these words
    I hear in my mind all this music

    And it breaks my heart
    And it breaks my heart
    And it breaks my heart
    It breaks my heart

    And suppose I never ever met you
    Suppose we never fell in love
    Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
    Suppose I never ever saw you
    Suppose we never ever called
    Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
    Just to break my fall
    Just to break my fall
    Break my fall
    Break my fall

    All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
    Gonna get better
    Better better better better
    Better better better

    I never love nobody fully
    Always one foot on the ground
    And by protecting by heart truly
    I got lost
    In the sounds
    I hear in my mind
    All these voices
    I hear in my mind all these words
    I hear in my mind
    All this music
    And it breaks my heart
    It breaks my heart

    I hear in my mind all of these voices
    I hear in my mind all of these words
    I hear in my mind all of this music

    Breaks my
    Heart
    Breaks my heart

    (Regina Spektor)

Thursday, 25 August 2011

  • He loves me.

    He slept over and was incredibly drunk and doesn't remember a word of what he said, but he told me that he loved me and how grateful he was that I gave him a second chance. I'm a little terrified because I can't believe he's in so deep even though we have hardly started dating. I mean, yes, we did have seven months before, but when you break up for almost three months then get back together, can you really pick up where you left off?

    And the MT drama continues.. :P I should write a book about this shit. I bet teenage girls everywhere would eat that up like it's the next twilight saga.

Monday, 22 August 2011

  • Together Again

    Fuck.
    I feel like this is a terrible idea. I don't know what to do.
    I'm just incredibly selfish and I want him all to myself, even though I have been hooking up with other people this summer as well.
    What am I going to do with him.
    He slipped out an "I love you" today.
    "..what did you say?"
    "... er... um... I mean, I like you! A lot! Ha..."
    I tried to suppress the look of absolute shock and awe on my face, hiding my mouth in my hands and trying to breathe deeply and slowly.
    This is one of those rare times when I wish life was incredibly straightforward and simple. However boring that may be, it would save me quite a lot of grief and anxiety. Perhaps the key is just to stop worrying about everything and just go with the flow.
    Embrace the moment.

Friday, 19 August 2011

  • 500 Days of Summer

    That movie has honestly changed my life. It's weird for me to say that because I rarely get myself emotionally involved in films but this one touched me in ways no other film has. Zooey Deschanel was flawless in that movie.

    This is incredibly random.

    I also went to Philadelphia to see the American Idol's on tour :) I got VIP backstage passes and was in the very front, in a stadium that could seat ten thousand people. I suppose you could say it was pretty cool ;)

    Hope everyone is doing well.

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